It has been so long since i last wrote here, its not that i didnt want to write but whenever i think of something, and want to write about it, it turns out to be cheesy as hell, so i stop.
this time you might feel like im trying a different approach but its the same basic stuff i always write about.
My mind.
The mind is a confusing "one might say" living thing. A person dont always say or do whatever on their mind, i know some people who might beg to differ with that statment, but as J.D Salinger always said they are just bunch of "phonies".
Yes, i dont always say whats on my mind. Actually most of the time i dont say or do whats on my mind, because if you know what was there you wouldn't want to see it !
I am the most racist/pervert/mean person in my head, i swear if i ever get drunk you wouldn't want to be beside me :P, as i said before you only show what you want to show. But, that doesnt mean im a bad person, or at least that's what i think.
People tend to treat you by what they see and feel, so it doesnt matter what is on your mind as long as you show/dont show it.
Most of the times whenever im surrounded by people i try to find the little things that make them different from the others,and most of the time i see the weirdest sh*t ever. Some people tend to be creepy (i believe im one of them when i go all awkward) and some try hard not to hide their true personality (which doesnt always work).
Creepiness,
its a bad thing when you look at it from all different angles, but i think it is kind of showing what you got in a different way. Like stalking, yes i stalk alot (Online only I SWEAR!!!) but i only stalk those who i care about, its just a way to catch up with them although when they find out that i know something i wasnt supposed to know the conversation tend to go all creepy :P .. but hey! in the end you show what you want to show online right? its not like i went to your house and started snatching through your stuff. :D
Personality,
some might say that i have multiple personalities, but i dont think i do. You will see my true personality when you help me showing it. i tend to be all awkward around people i've just met but really like, although thats not my real personality but its like my special defence mechanisim, so if you dont like me i tell my self "hey screw him/her they dont even know the real you" :P thats weird i know but thats what makes me ME :D
I know i wrote alot of things that shouldnt be wrote but Oh well.. who cares.
And, I know most of you out there are just like me but you dont want to admit it :P
In the end, no body is perfect, but you should always try to aim at perfection.
XOXO To Ya'll <3
